Carol

September proved to be a painful month. It was full of healing. Rich got a phone call at 3am over the weekend while we were in vernal that his mom had stopped breathing and that Erroll had found her in the bedroom. She wasn't breathing. They think later that medications may have crossed and stopped her heart. They called 911 while Matt did CPR and when the ambulance arrived they got a pulse after shocking her a couple of times. She was in the ER on a vent when Erroll called Rich. My Dad got in the car and drove Rich to Price. The next day they took her to provo and a couple of days after that, she really showed no drastic improvements. She wasn't breathing on her own and had minimal brain function. They all made the decision to take her off of life support. It was a hugely traumatic thing for everyone to go through. We are grateful we got to see her the weekend prior and that we all said goodbye and hugged her before we left price. The funeral was beautiful, but painful for the boys. Rich thankfully was able to take a week off of school, he wouldn't have been any good there anyway... We got to see a lot of family, but sad that it had to be under those circumstances. We will miss Grandma Holt so much. She was such a beautiful person and such a great grandma. Those babies love her so much. I am grateful she raised such good boys. She raised a wonderful man that I get to call mine and I am so blessed be raising a family with him. We are grateful to know that she is not in pain anymore and that we will see her again someday, but we will miss her so much. We took a trip to zions after the funeral and it is such a tranquil place, it was calming and rejuvenating. We love spending time there together as a family.